First day,

What I can conclude from what i have been through is Life's hard. It'll never easy. I have to do all things by my own. Seriously i am alone rite now, no frens and Im scared. There's so many things in mind rite now. I am scared about my scholarship, what if I dont get it? And im scared about my studies, i have to catch up since i am the late comers. And i have to find a friend that can help me everytime i need. Erghh seriously, me is tension. What i need now is my dearest twins, efa and my mom to be by my side. Pleasee :/ But fortunately I have my awesome and caring kakaks and abang who called me evrytime and always gives me a support. Oh masa makan dekat foodcourt tadi, ada this one guy came to me and asks me. And we talked a while. Okay, at least i can ask him anything. Oh 'awak', terima kasih sbb teman saya text mlm tadi sampai saya tidur and awak ada bila saya rasa takut. Terima kasih 'awak'. Hee :)